disinclined to acquiesce to your request

All This Time

Love and hate, get it wrong
She cut me right back down to size
Sleep the day, let it fade
Who was there to take your place
No one knows, never will
Mostly me, but mostly you
What do you say, do you do
When it all comes down

‘Cause I don’t wanna come back
Down from this cloud
It’s taken me all this time to find out what I need yeah

wasn’t it all just a mess?